My Birthday

Okay, talking about my birthday last 26th March. I'm at school that time. It's quite of fun. That night, i slept a little earlie not like i always does. Maybe i was so tired that night. At 12.00 am suddenly i sense that someone is looking at me. I open my eyes and i can see many of my friends that's was around me looking and they sing Happy birthday.

I was so shock. They smiles and get out some foods. I don't know where they bought it. I said. " What is this?!!" They said. " Happy Birthday Nabila!!" i feel so happy that night. We celebrated my birthday untill one o'clock and we only stop untill i've told them to go to sleep since we have school tomorrow.

Today is Thursday and it was my birthday. Many of my friends and classmates shout Happy Birthday to me. That moring i walk in the class when suddenly all of my classmates sing a Happy Birthday song to me. I was so shy and quickly walk to my desk. I met him he smiles at me. I smiles back.

I was so shock that night when suddenly Kak Idah came to find me. She smiles at me and i ask " Why?" she smiles and said. " There's a form 5 student said Happy birthday and kirim salam to you." I said " Who?" she said " Didn't you know him?" ask her. I said no. " F---- -----N" I said oooo and quickly get into the room.

I was so shock. What a brave of him to tell me that. This was my 14th birthday and i love it so much. It means everything to me.

Hear This Song

I recommended for everyone to hear this song. This song is so sad. It remembers me about him. Yeah we broke up because of another girl. It's okay. I accept it. Just one more thing this song is one of my favourite.


Ungu - Cinta Dalam Hati

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Reff:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

Repeat reff

My Love Story

This is what i wrote at school when fucking damn bored in class. This is i think all about me..

I still remember the first night we met.

You stares at me and shouted my name loudly

Everyone look at us

It's a bit ashame yeah... huhu

I think it was just a coincidence that god make for us

The god make us met and fall for each other

That was just memories..

There's nothing like that anymore

Now, we just keep starring at each other without a smile

Something i think you hurt looking at my attitude talking and playing with my boy friends..

It is so hard for us to be a couple

We don't ought to be together

You always look at me, but your friends?

They torture my feelings

Maybe we are just crushing at each other

The god made us met just to know each other

But it's okay i know who i am

There are many girls out there are better than me for you

Just forget me!!

Don't cry There's nothing to regret anymore

Love is not with us

I'm sorry

I can't do this anymore

It hurts my feelings....

At Last I'm Home!!

I'm Home At Last!!!

I am so happy to be home at last. Luckily the super will be held in my school. Or else i'll be noit going home right know. I miss everything at home. My computer, my hanset, my parents, my sibling and everybody. My parents take me at the Maktab at 11.00 o'clock and reach home 12.30p.m.

The first thing i done is opening my friendster. So many messages there. And then i open my myspace. Long time no see. The super is (Sukan Zon Timur Upper Form). I wish good luck to all of MRSM Kuala Krai attenders. I hope we will win again like the suzon at MRSM Grik. Like the headmaster quote 'MRSM Kuala Krai Number One'

Yay!! We will be number one if we always make our Maktab a peaceful and a loving face. I love MRSM Kuala Krai so much. That was my second home. I think haha!!

I HURT SOMEONE!!!

I think i've hurt someone. It's a guy. He loves me so much. But what have i done???!! I hurt him everybody.. Owh no... I hurt him two times in a day. It was the last day school. And it was the last day i can see him in this month. I'm sorry.. So.. sorry.

The story was like this. There's a girl called illa(me) talking with a guy(her friend) called Aiman. They are talking and laughing together on a desk side by side. Suddenly Pija(the guy whom i've hurted) walks beside my class. He stares me in my eyes. Owh i was so afraid that time and i quickly look away. I don't want to look at his misery eyes. It was sad. The second was i was walking to the canteen when somebody called my name and i turn to look at who. It was a guy(don't know what his name). He gives me a gift. He said, " Happy Birthday. I love you" when i was talking to that guy, pija suddenly walk beside us. He stops in front of us and luckily his friend called his name and pull him away.

I'm, sorry!!! I didn't mean too. You don't even replies my messages. I miss you. The two guys have nothing to do with me. They are just my friends includes the guy that gave me the gift. I am so so... sorry. And now i feel so sad that you don't even reply any of my messages. Somebody please help me!! Anybody.. please.. I've hurted him. Okay.. that's all about him.

The Way I Loved You - Taylor Swift

he is sensible and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything i need to hear and its like
i couldnt ask for anything better
he opens up my door and i get into his car
and he says you look beautiful tonight
and i feel perfectly fine

chorus
but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and its 2am and im cursing your name
youre so in love that you act insane
and thats the way i loved you
breakin down and coming undone
its a roller coaster kinda rush
and i never knew i Could feel that much
and thats the way i loved you

he respects my space
and never makes me waitand
he calls exactly when he says he will
hes close to my mother
talks business with my father
hes charming and endearing
and im comfortable

repeat chorus

he cant see the smile im faking
and my hearts not breaking
cause im not feeling anything at all
and you were wild and crazy
just so frustrating intoxicating
complicated, got away by some mistake and now

chorus
i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
its 2am and im cursing your name
im so in love that i acted insane
and thats the way i loved you
breaking down and coming undone
its a roller coaster kinda rush
and i never knew i could feel that much
and thats the way i loved you oh, oh

and thats the way i loved you oh, oh
never knew i could feel that much
and thats the way i loved you

This song is for my one and only love.

My Blog

This is Me

So.. i am so happy to have a blog at last! This is my 3rd or 4th blog. I don't even know and don't even care. In this blog, i will write everything that happens in my life of a teenage cute girl(what a sooo.. prasan me..huhu). OKay enough of mengarut thingy. My name is Nur Nabila Athirah. You all can call me Nabila or illa. Some of the boys at school call me Illa. And i don't mind. My birthdate is at 26 of March 1995 and i am an Aries. I am studying at MRSM Kuala Krai. A high school that has been open by MARA. If i'm not mistaken there are 24 all of them here at Malaysia. Now i am FORM 2/TWO. Owh no! The PMR is only around the corner. Pray for me okay... I live in Tanah Merah, Kelantan. My house is a banglo and i love it so much...

My favourite singer is Taylor Swift, Jesse McCartney, Katty Perry and many more. I love many singers. My favourite movie is Harry Potter. My family called me the Harry Potter freak because all that i've talked about is always about Harry Potter, Harry Potter and Harry Potter. I don't know why but i love it so much. My favourite actor and actress is of course Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint. Nobody can say anything about my favourites. I LOVE them okay!!

Okay.. now what? I don't know what to say more. Just add me at ym through this email >> illa748@yahoo.com. My friendster email is illa_kkr95@yahoo.com and my myspace email is illa748@yahoo.com. Hope you all add me and following my blog updates. HUHU.. BYe.. BYe...