CLICK HERE FOR BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND MYSPACE LAYOUTS »

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I HURT SOMEONE!!!

I think i've hurt someone. It's a guy. He loves me so much. But what have i done???!! I hurt him everybody.. Owh no... I hurt him two times in a day. It was the last day school. And it was the last day i can see him in this month. I'm sorry.. So.. sorry.

The story was like this. There's a girl called illa(me) talking with a guy(her friend) called Aiman. They are talking and laughing together on a desk side by side. Suddenly Pija(the guy whom i've hurted) walks beside my class. He stares me in my eyes. Owh i was so afraid that time and i quickly look away. I don't want to look at his misery eyes. It was sad. The second was i was walking to the canteen when somebody called my name and i turn to look at who. It was a guy(don't know what his name). He gives me a gift. He said, " Happy Birthday. I love you" when i was talking to that guy, pija suddenly walk beside us. He stops in front of us and luckily his friend called his name and pull him away.

I'm, sorry!!! I didn't mean too. You don't even replies my messages. I miss you. The two guys have nothing to do with me. They are just my friends includes the guy that gave me the gift. I am so so... sorry. And now i feel so sad that you don't even reply any of my messages. Somebody please help me!! Anybody.. please.. I've hurted him. Okay.. that's all about him.

The Way I Loved You - Taylor Swift

he is sensible and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything i need to hear and its like
i couldnt ask for anything better
he opens up my door and i get into his car
and he says you look beautiful tonight
and i feel perfectly fine

chorus
but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and its 2am and im cursing your name
youre so in love that you act insane
and thats the way i loved you
breakin down and coming undone
its a roller coaster kinda rush
and i never knew i Could feel that much
and thats the way i loved you

he respects my space
and never makes me waitand
he calls exactly when he says he will
hes close to my mother
talks business with my father
hes charming and endearing
and im comfortable

repeat chorus

he cant see the smile im faking
and my hearts not breaking
cause im not feeling anything at all
and you were wild and crazy
just so frustrating intoxicating
complicated, got away by some mistake and now

chorus
i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
its 2am and im cursing your name
im so in love that i acted insane
and thats the way i loved you
breaking down and coming undone
its a roller coaster kinda rush
and i never knew i could feel that much
and thats the way i loved you oh, oh

and thats the way i loved you oh, oh
never knew i could feel that much
and thats the way i loved you

This song is for my one and only love.

My Blog

This is Me
So.. i am so happy to have a blog at last! This is my 3rd or 4th blog. I don't even know and don't even care. In this blog, i will write everything that happens in my life of a teenage cute girl(what a sooo.. prasan me..huhu). OKay enough of mengarut thingy. My name is Nur Nabila Athirah. You all can call me Nabila or illa. Some of the boys at school call me Illa. And i don't mind. My birthdate is at 26 of March 1995 and i am an Aries. I am studying at MRSM Kuala Krai. A high school that has been open by MARA. If i'm not mistaken there are 24 all of them here at Malaysia. Now i am FORM 2/TWO. Owh no! The PMR is only around the corner. Pray for me okay... I live in Tanah Merah, Kelantan. My house is a banglo and i love it so much...
My favourite singer is Taylor Swift, Jesse McCartney, Katty Perry and many more. I love many singers. My favourite movie is Harry Potter. My family called me the Harry Potter freak because all that i've talked about is always about Harry Potter, Harry Potter and Harry Potter. I don't know why but i love it so much. My favourite actor and actress is of course Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint. Nobody can say anything about my favourites. I LOVE them okay!!
Okay.. now what? I don't know what to say more. Just add me at ym through this email >> illa748@yahoo.com. My friendster email is illa_kkr95@yahoo.com and my myspace email is illa748@yahoo.com. Hope you all add me and following my blog updates. HUHU.. BYe.. BYe...